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Grenfell Dream.

A few nights ago I had a dream of living near a burnt out, derelict tower, like the Grenfell Tower. I was living in a house nearby and everyone in the area was being evacuated as the tower was beginning to collapse. I was running round looking for friends who didn't know about the evacuation to try and save them.

22.22.22

The significance of the number 22 to me, started about 20 years ago when a friend of mine told me that when he first became mentally unwell he was waiting to be seen by a psychiatrist, when a voice said 'remember 22'. This was a totally abstract and random thing. But when he told me I was quite suggestible, and open to taking meaning from just about anything from anywhere. The number 22, along with many other numbers became signs of things. I took the number 22 to signify that something good was going to happen and for years when dates like 22.02.YYYY came round I would get quite unwell waiting for something to happen - often something good, but also bad. I got out of this habit a few years back, because my illness shifts around its emphasis on different things for different times. However, the Manchester Bombing changed that for a short time. The bomber was 22 years old. He carried out the attack on the 22nd of May. He killed 22 people. It was all coming back and the associati